Hmm what to write... Well I'm #24. All for #God #Positivity #Peace #Love #Harmony (all that good stuff)... I often find it difficult to make descriptions... I was never really good at summing myself up in a few words so maybe my blog will be able to do the describing for me. Readers, welcome :)

My will shall shape the future. Whether I fail or succeed shall be no man's doing but my own. I am the force; I can clear any obstacle before me or I can be lost in a maze. My choice; my responsibility; win or lose, only I hold the key to my destiny

 

Again and Another Again by JL… those songs speak volumes

Yeah you can start over, you can run free

You can find other fish in the sea

You can pretend it’s meant to be

But you can’t stay away from me

As a girl I lived in a million homes
So I always would keep to myself
And my lessons were learned
from the stories and poems
I would steal from a library shelf
Yes the books, like the rooms
Werent mine to keep
But the words weren’t left behind
And I think of them all now when I cant sleep
And a poet who read my mind

As the Wiseman once wrote
Never give all the heart
Well, Its easy to see he was writing for me
I just wish I could play that part

Yes, he scribbled that love
Isnt worth thinking of
That it fades out from kiss to kiss
If I just learn those lines
Well just think of the misery I’d miss

As the Irishman said
Don’t put your heart up to play
When he warned of the cost
And the heart that he lost
Mr. Yeats really paved the way

For the men that I’ve known
Who have clearly shown
They’ve been reading him from the start

'Cause when it comes to me
Well, their kisses come free
But they never give all the heart

Never Give All The Heart

Again I’m wasting time
But [he’s] always on my mind
I can’t let [him] go
Oh, [he’s] not the best, but [he’s] all that I know…
As much as we may try
Can’t quite see eye to eye
So in the meantime,
I guess we say bye-bye

So I wait for you to call
And I try to act natural
Have you been thinking ’bout her or about me?

The further I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on ‘til I’m reminded of you
can somebody help me
help me get out of this circle
get out of this circle?

I can’t sleep at night when you are on my mind Bobby Womack’s on the radio singing to me: “If you think you’re lonely now”…Wait a minute this is too deep…

… I know everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold

… I know everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold

And I wasn’t looking for a promise or commitment
But it was never just fun, and I thought you were different

It sucks, but it’s exactly what I thought it would be
Like tryin’ to start over

I’ve got a hole in my heart for some kind of emotional roller coaster
Somethin’ I won’t go on, til you toy with my emotions… it’s over

…But so much is at stake, what does it take? Let’s cut to the chase ‘Fore the door shuts in your face, promise me if I cave in and break And leave myself open that I won’t be makin’ a mistake…

Am I wrong for thinking out the box from where I stay?
Am I wrong for saying that I choose another way?
I ain’t trying to do what everybody else doing
Just cause everybody doing what they all do
If one thing I know, I’ll fall but I’ll grow
I’m walking down this road of mine, this road that I call home

So am I wrong?
For thinking that we could be something for real?
Now am I wrong?
For trying to reach the things that I can’t see?
But that’s just how I feel…
Trying to reach the things that I can’t see

And if I had a pair of wings
I’d pick you up and fly you far away from here
And I could stay right by your side and keep you so near

And then I could save you from the troubles of the world
And all you’d have to pack is your heart to bring
And there we are, you and me
Flying on a big ol’ pair of wings

…knowing someone you love
don’t feel the same way about ya
memories, they soon delete…

…thought I took one step
I took two back
I’m not even close this time
And that’s a fact

And I realize…

If you ask me how I’m doing, I would say I’m doing just fine. I would lie and say that you’re not on my mind…